Before losing my Milo I believed that there was a higher power but now I don’t think there is a merciful, all powerful being. If there was then my boy would never have been taken. No God would allow him and me to feel such pain and suffering.
I believe that there is somewhere after here (not necessarily heaven) but a place where my Milo is enjoying himself, watching us and waiting for the day we are reunited. To think my son is completely gone makes the pain 100 times worse.